So I have decided to spend a week without him. That means no dates or contact of any kind for a week. Harsh, I know but sometimes separation is healthy for both parties. And it is not the first time that we have remained a part. Last time, he did not make it to the end of the week, he missed me too much. I missed him too, but I maintained my resolve. This time I am not so sure that I can resist the urge to call him. But there are some things I have to get in order. I have been neglecting myself for other things and people. And at the bare minimum I need time for me.